Xmas

Holy Crap its almost Christmas!!!

For the second time in my 7 year marriage I am going to be alone for chrissy. How depressing is that?!

The first time was 3 years ago because my husband had just deployed to Iraq right after Thanksgiving, and now again this year. I hate being alone for xmas... I'm not even a real big fan of xmas but I do think it is a day where you should be around people; its a day that you just shouldn't be alone.

Anyhow... my dad called yesterday to inform me that my mother is talking about coming to visit me for christmas... which would be AWESOME! It would be so nice to not be alone for xmas, to be able to spend it with family, even if it is only one family member. So I am hoping that she'll come but I will understand if she doesn't. If she does come hopefully she will bring one of my brothers with her. It would be so nice to spend some time with them, either one.

I wonder if I should put up a tree?...